Sometimes things turn to unexpected. You can arrive at home as the happiest girl ever and drop a tear the same evening in front a screen. It's hard, but it's better than pain. I may not understand myself, and I know it's wrong, but there's no other way to act. I'm not the same since then and I feel it, and that's why I decided to turn cold and build up a wall between the pain and me. And it's not because of you, it's because of me